2011 List

List of things I want to accomplish/do/see happen in 2011:
Relocate to a new place of my own
Be signed to a modeling agency
Finish my album
Have my own spread or cover in a magazine
Own everything in my apartment
Sustain less than 15% body fat
Stay mentally and physically happy
Take a trip outside of California(and Vegas)
Be financially independent and debt free
Get a part in a movie or play
Be in a steady long term relationship
Go to Knotts Scary Farm for the 1st time in over 5 yrs
Attend the Phantom of the Opera play in Vegas
Sustain an income from my music/modeling and quit my 9-5
Do a test shoot for Maxim or Victoria Secrets
Host an industry event
Learn how to cook/bake 10 more dishes from scratch
................hmmmm thats all I can think of from the top of my head right now..to be continued.....

Happy 21st

Finally my 21st birthday!
I've not only accomplished so much this year but progressed farther than I could have wished for. Happy it's my special day, it is crazy though that I still remember last years birthday. Never the less, this day only comes once and I will enjoy it! kisses

L.O.V.E.

Have you ever been in love or wondered what it felt like?
Is it possible that love is blind or sneaks up on you?
Thats the beauty about feelings, we each feel and experience different things so honestly who knows. When we meet someone, most of us are just hoping that they are a ginuine person, but don't expect much due to what past experiences have shown us. But could it be that the one person to actaully capture your heart could be the one person who will actaully love and embrace it? It's hard these days to believe in "love" or imagine we will find it. I too have been a skeptic in the love department. Wondering if i'll ever find that rare occurance so many of us are seeking for or believe don't exist. I say everything happens for a reason. Puzzle pieces fall into place when they are meant to, they're not to be forced. So I say take your time and breathe for life is short. I too had to step back and evaluate my thoughts. Was i scared due to my past or scared of what was to come in the future? We all fear the unknown but it only takes ONE to make you believe in everything all at once... C.T. is my angel, who arrived so unexpectedly and makes my heart beat in a way I've never experienced. Thank you.... So I say to you, anything is possible and all you have to do is be ready and open for that one moment that can change your life....

Silence

Shh...let me speak, never will I be quiet or weak..4
I'am a Woman, independent and strong indeed,
NEVER will you meet another like me..4
I'am special, now it sounds cliche but so what,
NEVER will I be fake, lie to you or front..4
I'am ME...
Some say Silence is golden, but I say this
Silence helps you recover that time you've missed.. 4 you...
to recollect, to evaluate, to let your spirit breathe..
to give you the seconds for your mind to conceive..
new beginnings are a must in my life,
for if you stay dwell on the past it will cut like a knife...
so let it all out, sit in your silence by yourself,
for alone time not only heals but it helps..
No matter where you are in life, embrace your time, just close your eyes...
and behind those lids is where your SILENCE lies...

Access Granted

So I was off today which NEVER happens on a Friday. Ever!!!! Caught up on emails, did loads of laundry, errands etc. But thee best part about today was a email/letter I received. I got accepted into another Cal State University for Spring!!! Go me. Long story short, I was suppose to go for fall but somethings fell through, applied again and BAM, got in AGAIN to a school thats veryyy hard to get accepted to.. It really made me sit back and smile. Hard work does pay off. Sometimes it takes a while to actually get there or even make a dent but stick to it. You are your biggest obstacle :)

Love The Hate

Sorry is a word that goes far, if you dont use it then that is YOUR problem. I LOVEEEE seeing people who are hating on me and my positive moves comment my ish, look at my work and pages, im absolutely LOVING THE ATTENTION... but as our moms said, if you cant say nothing nice dont say it at all. Now women these days seems to have Balls so obviously if your gonna comment or remark on MY life and progression, KNOW your facts baby :) man oh man... I'am loving EVERYTHING about my life right now. My school, work, my Boo, photography company, modeling company and all the contracts Ive signed this year..Thank you HATERS for I am fueled DAILY by you!!! XOXO ( And here just for you to hate on is a NEW shot that a photographer who INSISTED on shooting me took, & is now being looked at by MAGAZINE photographers :) enjoy haters and actual friends who support me)

Simple advice that goes a long way: treat others kindly, it really does make a difference in this world

Photoshoot- Garrett

Another shoot accomplished weeks ago. Sunny day so what better than to do some location shooting. Editing was easy, went for a more promotional street look this time. Messed with the colors and BAM you have this amazing work. My agency loves it, hope you do too! (View all photos from this shoot on facebook.com/BrittaniMorris )

Photoshoot- Shayna

Did another photoshoot with my girl Shayna the other week. We have been buddies forever and she had the perfect look for this high fashion/edgy shoot I was trying to do. Her wild hair and big beautiful eyes made it easy to style her and achieve thee perfect makeup/look. She does runway as well as print so watch out for my girl, doing big things :) want to see more shots from the shoot? check out my FB www.facebook.com/BrittaniMorris

Beauty/Makeup Shoot-Nicole

3 more shoots done, so stay tuned for those :)but here is a shoot I did for my makeup/beauty shot portfolio. This is my lifetime lovely friend Nicole, she has a great canvas to paint on which I'am lucky she lets me experiment with all the time (lovely friend). Here are samples of that great day. want to see more? check out my facebook. www.facebook.com/BrittaniMorris for more pictures and for info on booking a shoot.

Photoshoot- Christopher J

Shot my good friend Chris the other day and they came out great if I do say so myself. Chris and I have been good friends for years and he had thee calvin klein/abercrombie look i was going for. Wanted something sexy, with a fashion edge and here is what i came up with. Want to shoot with me? Want to book Chris for a shoot? email me at Covergirl_117@yahoo.com More photos on facebook.com/BrittaniMorris and myspace.com/covergirl3music enjoy!

Ready.Set.Go

So Im at a point in my life where i chose a path. Things are actually doing well since i made thee decision to focus on certain things. Always remember, you can never change anyone but yourself. I notice i would focus so much on others actions and why they did what they did that I wasn't focusing on me and my path as much as I should. Cant do that anymore. I had a moment the other week where i realized I can only be me and others are going to do what they want. Lets just hope those people come around, for to lose me as anything in their life would be a great Loss :) stay positive everyone

Isn't It Funny

Isn't it funny how you can be an amazing friend to someone and have them just spit on it all? I'm over it now, but looking back on all i did, i was a way better friend than alot of people were to me. Always was supportive of others and their lives but when it came to my accomplishments and achievements, they were over looked and shruged off. Funny. I think many people need to get over themselves and become more humble than ignorant. If you mess up, make it right. Sweeping it under the rug and thinking with your ego instead of your mind is ridiculous. Your grown? Act like it :) So many amazing things are happening in my life now and those ignorant people who think they are the "ish" can stay out of my life. Only looking for positive people to support me on this journey. Words for thought: be a friend to someone the way you want them to be to you. Give 100% to get 100%. muah

Modeling 2010

Been really grinding with everything and this yr, im taking my modeling to the next level. I really want to sign with an agency within a yr so im focused to get my body in even better shape and work with amazing photographers. Picture below was done by Stella Simona Photography. Great woman with a great company and it just the beginning for what i want to accomplish with my modeling career so stay tuned :)


stellasimonaphotography@hotmail.com

Turning Point

wow its only June and soo much has happened so far! can't really complain so far but Im at a point this year where i have many decisions to make. It is crazy how everything seems to happen at once But i know everything happens for a reason. So im excited to keep grinding and see what comes out of all my hard work. So far so good :)

College Graduate

Finally have something to show how hard i have been working these past years. I usually find myself getting caught up in so many aspects, I never take the time to truly appreciate something. Today i took that time. I am really proud of what I have done and this is only a stepping stone to even greater things. I believe it takes not only hard work but sacrifice in order to enjoy all of lifes pleasures. Things that are handed to you I feel are only momentary joys. When you put in the time and effort towards something you want, it feels so much better. So i encourage all of you to continue to work hard and push the boundaries, because it does pay off.

The CountDown

3 years in the making, the end is finally near..
3 days from now, this is what you will hear..
"I've made it, I've made it, Look what I've done!"
I went from a member of the pack to becoming #1...
how did I do it? I ask myself the same,
through persistance and drive, I owe it all to one name,
Brittani Morris, you've done it, hip hip hurray!
Through the blood sweat and tears, what else can one say?
I feel so proud, for I did it alone,
All by myself, i made my home,
In my own wall of fame, my picture will be,
for i put in this work, all for this degree! :)

Circus

Come one, come all to the show you exclaimed,
not knowing the entertainment would leave one in pain.
Confusion from twirls and tumbles you did,
making even an adult feel like a little kid.
What a show, one that I've yet to understand,
half joker, half liar, half boy, half man?
Who's to say, Only you know the routine,
one that to others looks like only a scheme.
You play the part well, the clown of all clowns,
but when it comes to the end, can you hold the tent down?
Not from what I've seen, I've only seen the games,
the ones you play in this Circus, like you can't yet be tamed.
So i leave you with a question, a riddle persay,
what have you gained from your character ways?

Champion

Heart of a lion, drive of a genius, years ago many couldnt have dreamed this...
but i could...
Approaching the finish line, feeling sore from the race, i see the goal staring me right in the face...
I can taste victory....
years of training for this very moment, so best believe I'll do anything to own it...
because i deserve this...
exhausted by running for three years straight, not knowing how much more i could take
but im almost there....
i can't give up now, i put too much into this,
if i stop the momentum, i won't achieve this...
but I must...
here I go,one month away, until i reach that victory day...
Ima winner....
Paper in my hand, cap onm my head, not too much more that can be said.. but
I'm so happy :)

Happy Easter

Hope everyones day was amazing! Got to see the fam, eat, chill etc.. Relaxing day that I've been needing. Finally realized some things to. I find myself stil giving more than my share and not receiving half of what i give out. This is true for several relationship I have with friends and fam as well. Well I'm focused. On school, work, modeling, getting in shape etc. Time for me to really buckle down and not let that happen anymore. Too many days are spend worrying and being upset over things that are not worth it. Im so ready.. Watch out for me world

March Photoshoot

Had a photoshoot yesterday with my girl Monica, she is a doll! Love her, Best thing is she already edited the shots and sent um to me! Check out www.myspace.com/covergirl3music or www.facebook.com/BrittaniMorris to see them! Really starting to want to devote more time to modeling! I love it. So now I have school, gym, work, music and modeling to make time for. Will be challenging but Ima real woman so i LOVE a Good challenge :) Below i posted one of the shots! Check out my sites for the rest! Muahhhhhh

Valentine's Day

Happy V Day everyone. Today was good, worked allll day then just came home and spent time with me, myself and I. Got so many customers today buying for their bf/gf, husband/wife etc and it made me realize how nice it would be to have that. Things are going well in my life and everyone knows I sure am busy so it is not like i "need", nor have to have a special person, just realized it would be a nice addition. Men came in today really picking out lovely things for their women, and it was cute to see how much they really cared. They really wanted to make them happy. I think to have a man think that way about me and constantly do things just to make me happy would be nice..Anyways, bottom line it is a beautiful thing to find companionship so if you have it, embrace it :) . Be Safe Everyone

All Work, No Play

Lately I've been soooo busy. Between 16 units full time in school, extensive training allll day for my new job and writing new music. With little sleep, and not enough time in the day, it is sometimes hard to smile through it all but I'am. Graudating in May, upcoming shows, moving later this year, starting this amazing job/career and building myself as a woman are the things on my mind that keep me going. I'm not able to "hang out" or even go out like I would like to. I mean I'm always capable of doing it, but with so much on my plate, taking care of business is my main priority. I do my best to respond to emails, msgs, etc but I don't always have the time everyday, wish I did, but only 1 of me and only 24 hrs in a day. So even though I'm saddened at the fact that I don't as much freetime, I know down the road it will pay off.

Viva Las Vegas

So last week i went to Vegas for the 1st time in over 10 yrs.
I had my grandpa's funeral to attend, but i made the best of the week. I ended up shopping and checking out the local hotspots. Went to play some golf, hit some balls and i really enjoyed that. I had about 12 family members squeezed in my grandma's house so it was an interesting 5 days to say the least :)
I also got to show off my pool skills, i was the youngest person in that place but it was so much fun. I went to Vegas from last Wednesday to Sunday. That Saturday was when I got to hit the strip, shop, see the sights, take pix etc.
I really needed that short trip, R.I.P Grandpa.. It ended up being more fun than I intially had thought. Now school started again and im Back on my grind but wanted to mak sure I wrote about my trip while it was on my Mind..
I will be there in 10 months for my 21st, so watch out Vegas :)